Feeling scared at the gorgeous mountains of Rishikesh was
the worst feeling ever in my life! Conflicting emotions were going on in my
mind. On the one hand, I was enjoying the feeling of being there on the breathtaking
mountains and taking delight in the soft wind streaming past me. On the other
hand, I knew that I had to go for Bungee Jump in a few hours, and just the
thought of jumping from a height of hundreds of meters was taking my breath
away. My friends were talking about the rush of adrenalin in their bloodstream,
and I could feel my throat getting choked.
I have seen people jumping at the thought of going for
skydiving, bungee jumping, and whatnot. But acrophobia is something that never
lets me think about any such activity. I had never agreed to enroll for the
bungee jump in Rishikesh, but my buddies
had signed up for me as well along with them. During the entire journey in our Car Rental that we had taken from
Delhi, I was googling about the ways to overcome acrophobia. Everything I read
went into my mind, but it was hard for my heart to accept that I would have to
take a huge, actually more than just huge leap!
Nevertheless, I had already paid for the bungee jump, and I
had to do it this time. I had already skipped many such activities in the past
just because I did not want to be at an altitude in my life. Let me share how I
finally overcame this fear of heights before and after coming to Rishikesh.
· Seldom would I go to the hills before I had agreed
for coming to Rishikesh. In Delhi itself, I had started increasing the height
of places where I would hang out with my friends. Inch by inch, and then meter
by meter, I was finally standing on a small hill at Purana Quila in the city.
The monument is a historical delight, and while scaling a few meters each time,
I noticed myself standing at a significant height. I saw the view of Delhi from
there, and spend half an hour there just alone. Being alone and safe gave me
the courage to go for more heights in future.
· After being on the heights, I tried to test
myself in the water and sea. While being on a beach once in Chennai, I let
myself be when I had to be in the water for a long time. I attempted my level
best to stay determined to face the waves even when I did not like them much.
· After a few such attempts on the hills and
waters, I noticed that my condition was improving. I decided to go to the
higher elevations, and I chose Rishikesh as my destination. However, my besties
knew about my irrational fears, and my attempts to conquer it. They booked the
bungee jump for me, and all I could say was a weak No.
While we were waiting for our turn for the
jump, I meditated as best as I could. Finally when my turn to jump from a
terrifying height came up, the trainer at the spot told me not to look down at
any cost since I was sweating badly. They said to me in advance that they would
not push me at any expense. If I had to prove myself, I had to leap on my own.
I knew that I could not let myself down, and finally, after being there at the
jumping spot for more than five minutes, I did the bungee jump. Finally! I was
liberated from my fears of heights when I landed safely, and the staff took off
the ropes and body harness.